Jen’s Journal

I just saw an article online today about a new study conducted by CARA (Center for Applied Research in the Apostolate) on attitudes and beliefs regarding Sacraments, prayer, and other practices of the faith.  Some of the study’s findings were positive, but probably the biggest concerns that I had are that millenial Catholics (those born after 1981) were the largest of the generations surveyed to strongly agree that they could be good Catholics without attending Mass each week (38%), less than a quarter of all those surveyed said that they attended Mass once a week, and 30% of those surveyed said they go to confession less than once a year, while 45% said that they never made a Sacramental confession.  This disconnect between participation in the Sacraments and believing and living the faith is disturbing to me.  As the CARA study itself concluded, “frequency of Mass attendance is a strong indicator of the general importance of Catholicism in a person’s life and of his or her level of commitment to living out the faith.”  The Sacraments are really essential to the faith, and it is disturbing to me that many Catholics don’t see this.  Not only this, but the Sacraments are wonderful gifts given to us by God to help us in our journey towards communion with him/everlasting life/a share in his divine life.  Why would we want to reject these gifts?!  I don’t know if there is bad cathechesis going on or what, but somehow the message clearly isn’t getting across.

This year seems to be quite the year for celebrations, especially when it comes to ministry in the Church.  This past Thursday, the AI community celebrated the 50th anniversaries of religious profession for Sister Carla Mae Streeter and Sister Pat Chaffee, both Racine Dominicans (although I think Pat’s anniversary was actually last year).  Unbeknownst to most at the time, Thursday was also George Boudreau, O.P.’s Silver Jubilee as a priest (25 years).  And today, we celebrated the 30th anniversary of Fr. Harry Byrne, O.P.’s ordination and the 40th anniversary of Fr. David Wright, O.P.’s ordination!  That’s 195 years of service to the Lord and his Church if you add it all up!  How cool!  And, Fr. Tom McGonigle O.P., the current Director of the Center for Catholic and Dominican Studies at Providence College and former president of AI, also celebrates his 40th anniversary of ordination this year too (yep, he was in David’s class)!  So many faithful men and women!  It is people like these who inspire me and help me to believe that the Church is in good hands, despite all the difficulties.  Yes, the Church is human and imperfect and sinful at times, but it is also graced and full of willing and dedicated servants of God.  The Shepherd truly watches over his flock through men and women like these!

Well, it’s been a while since I’ve posted on here. I suppose spring break and Easter have something to do with that, along with the busyness of the semester. But, I’m back now and rarin’ to go for the remainder of this semester.

Speaking of Spring Break, I had a really good time this year visiting the Dominican Sisters in Justice, Illinois. They are a Polish congregation and, while they’ve been in the US for 80 years, they are just now starting to develop US vocations. The best way that I can describe the community is “traditional and pious, but down-t0-earth and human.” They really were very joyful and seemed to know how to joke and have fun. And they are of course thoroughly Dominican, which I love! It was definitely nice to be introduced to this community, and I hope to visit again in the future.

For our short Easter break, I went home to Maryland for a few days to be with my family. While it was a short trip, it was nice to be home and see my dogs and relax. The break definitely left me recharged which is exactly what I needed in order to attack the rest of this semester. I have two difficult papers to complete - one on the salt sayings in the Gospel of Mark and one on whether the government has a moral obligation to provide its people with access to mental health care - and a Christology paper/project. I know I’ll get all the work done and will learn a lot in the process, but the next few weeks will definitely be intense.

In the meantime, I currently am on an admissions trip with Dave Werthman, AI’s admission’s director. We are visiting my alma mater Providence College in RI to introduce students to AI and give them some information about doing ministry. I love being able to tell people how much I love AI and what a great experience I am having in grad school!

Well, that’s about it for now. I promise to update again soon!

Tomorrow (or I guess later today since it\’s after midnight) is the big day! Fr. Rick gets installed as the 7th President of AI!

There will an academic convocation along with morning prayer at 10am at St. Pius, followed by lunch at AI. And then there will be the installation Mass at 7pm at St. Pius, followed by refreshments at AI. I have to work at the events at AI, but I think it will be a really great celebration. I am happy for Fr. Rick and wish him all the best as president! He’s a good man.

Sometimes in life, we have to make difficult decisions. And that’s just what I had to do in the last week or so. After a crazy week of school where I had something due in every single class, I realized about a week ago that I just couldn’t keep up with this semester and maintain my sanity at the same time. There was just too much to do (with class and work and life) and not enough time to do it. The most obvious solution to this dilemma would be to drop a class. But dropping a class would bring with it some consequences that I wasn’t sure I was ready to accept. Most importantly, dropping a class and limiting myself to 12-13 credits a semester instead of 14+ would mean that I definitely could not finish my degree in only 3 years like I had planned. It may not seem like a big deal to take some extra time to finish a degree - I mean, people take 5 years for college all the time these days, right? - but the fact that the school technically considers their M.Div. program to be a 3 year thing really cut into my pride. What would it say about me and my academic abilities if I had to take “extra” time to finish my degree?  Was I just not good enough?

Fortunately, God allowed good sense to win out over my pride. I figured, what good would it be for me to drive myself crazy racing through this program just to get a piece of paper when I could take a little extra time, save my sanity, and really enjoy and get something out of my classes? I’m not in this program just because I need some letters behind my name in order to get a job. I’m in this program to learn and to be formed as a minister in the Church. That takes time. And it requires all of me, not a stressed out, overwhelmed shadow of me.

So, I made the difficult decision and dropped one of my classes. It was still difficult to actually go through with it, especially since I really like the professor and the topic is one that I would still like to study at some point. But, I know that I made a good decision. It was such a relief to know that my life would be more manageable. And it felt great to have all of that pressure of getting this done in 3 years off of me. I definitely feel at peace and am glad that God made it clear to me what path I should follow.

Well, it’s February already and the spring semester at AI is in full-swing! The profs aren’t wasting time in assigning the papers and projects for the semester, but hopefully that will mean less stress at the end of the semester.

Right now, my life is pretty much filled up with reading and writing and researching and then reading and writing some more! Fortunately, most of the stuff that I have to read is really interesting. For example, I just learned this evening that the Feast of Epiphany really celebrates not just the visit of the Magi, but the baptism of Jesus and the wedding at Cana too. Apparently, in the old days Epiphany was celebrated as an octave just like Christmas and Easter, and the baptism of the Lord would signify the end of the octave.

Nowadays, the shifting of the baptism celebration to make it fall on a Sunday has kind of messed up the whole octave idea (although, if you look at the USCCB website, they still refer to the weekdays after the Epiphany as “the Monday after Epiphany” and so forth). But, this year, both feasts were able to fall on a Sunday so there was a full octave. Also, they apparently focus on the baptism of Jesus in the Epiphany in the Eastern Church.

Returning to the matter at hand, however, all kinds of interesting and enlightening information is being brought up in my classes this semester, which is really cool. Several classes are also overlapping well in terms of subject matter, which always makes me excited!

Well, I better get back to homework for now. Wisdom Literature is calling. Catch ya next time!

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